transition

I guess i am in transition mode as to know the real meaning of life.
Love and hatred....
Hope and depression
Compromise and content
Trying to decide the priorities and the path of life...
Often we hear the word content...
Is content not compromising......on what we think we deserve or want to achieve
Take for example we want certain qualities in a person and we got a different person in life...
should we be content with what we have ....
If we are content then what should we do with the aspirations and ambitions we had for future.
Kill each one of them systematically and finally be dissatisfied...in the name of content
Is content a compromise out of helplessness
Is life for living terms on your own or for sacrifice...for the sake of what and whom...
before or later life what happens you never know
so cant we live the life for our selves.......
Trying to be too disciplined and within circles ...does this bring happiness and purpose to life
I wonder what is the purpose of life finally.....
is it to do ones duty
like on your own terms
help the needy
sacrifice for your family or society or country
what is the purpose of life...