Things I worry about

Some things worry me constantly
Though they dont occupy much of my memory
They run as background services constantly
The ambulance van in traffic is constantly beeping and there is no scope to escape from heavy traffic
Neither does the traffic have the space to give it a space...
I often wonder in some later point of life ... there is a possibility that i may be there inside the van...and my concerned would be worried.....
108 service is a very good service by the govt.,...
Due to this traffic the service may suffer its very purpose ..as it may reach the spot on time

The other thing I worry about is my car driving......i donot yet know how to drive the car..
i am a lazy bug and cannot do things fast...
I should have good space and time to concentrate on such things....
...is it a bahana ..i donno

transition

I guess i am in transition mode as to know the real meaning of life.
Love and hatred....
Hope and depression
Compromise and content
Trying to decide the priorities and the path of life...
Often we hear the word content...
Is content not compromising......on what we think we deserve or want to achieve
Take for example we want certain qualities in a person and we got a different person in life...
should we be content with what we have ....
If we are content then what should we do with the aspirations and ambitions we had for future.
Kill each one of them systematically and finally be dissatisfied...in the name of content
Is content a compromise out of helplessness
Is life for living terms on your own or for sacrifice...for the sake of what and whom...
before or later life what happens you never know
so cant we live the life for our selves.......
Trying to be too disciplined and within circles ...does this bring happiness and purpose to life
I wonder what is the purpose of life finally.....
is it to do ones duty
like on your own terms
help the needy
sacrifice for your family or society or country
what is the purpose of life...